A Mother’s Day to Remember–When all the King’s Men and our Neighbors Saved My Son

Sometimes life seems dark but every Mother’s Day I remember miracles.

In 2009, I had a Mother’s Day that is now virtually twisted into my DNA.  My son had a terrible accident. He survived. But, we thought he died twice.

Today, in thankfulness to fate, to friends, to my neighbors, our local volunteer firefighters and EMTs, medical professionals, my calm husband and to my handsome almost 13 son (who washed a hideous amount of dishes today when it was my turn,) I’m rerunning the story–which was  originally posted in two parts.



Little Boy Blue–Malachi Church not long before the accident.

Blue eyes and grubby finger nails.

I can write about what happened, about him.  But can I make you feel it, see him?

Can I wrap the warmth of the day, the buzz of insects, the dull thud of lumber stacked on lumber in words and place them so that you can see the ordinariness, the humdrum quality of a working day shattered? And, if I do, will the effort to make you feel and see become a playhouse stage?


That one word splits the skin of ordinary which walls us from the ugly possibilities that lurk beneath the surface of each second, waiting to grab our legs and pull us under.  That one word peels back normal and reveals how extraordinary and lucky life has always been.

I glance at where my taller-than-me son, Quinn, is looking and from the loft above whirls and wheels a grayish flutter, a flurry that resolves …

into Malachi, my littlest, my almost baby stumbling from the sky…

I might have caught him whirling from the loft above. I didn’t though. I watched my reality crumble as I stood gaping, useless hands grasping cleaning tools, as he thudded skull and neck into a heavy iron stove.

For some fraction of a second he must have paused– black iron crumpling bone within small skin. My eyes must have closed to try and find some solidness within to steady the shifting world beneath my feet and then the downward force reversed him off the stove and he fell again from stove to floor.

His head bent sideways to his neck.  His blue eyes opened…then they closed.

“Kevin, come here now.”  This a second call. The first a quiet prayer for help he didn’t hear. This last a loud demand my husband fix my world as he has always done.  Somehow he was there. We knelt side by side but eyes fixed only on the small bit of broken flesh that was our littlest–our blue eyed pale skinned son.

And then he died.

There was no trickle to indicate the torrent to follow but like spigot turned to full, blood broke down the dam that held it within for almost seven years before and red went spilling thickly down across his lips and onto the floor.

Standing, I screamed.

“He’s dead.”

“Don’t you panic now.” The crack of my husband’s voice slapped across my face  “Run call 911.”  I ran.

Somewhere behind me, Malachi moved and somehow I knew and so I ran and cried.

In a right world, grotesque and death would not be such close fellows but in this unreality that was my world the two twined like lovers.  As I raced, our dog bounced, delighted in the fun, barking, biting at the ground around my feet.  Screaming and cursing, at this obstacle that never came close enough to touch, I fought my way from a falling down cabin to our house. Inside I gasped, clutching phone and dialing 911.

How oddly unemotional they seem, those voices from far away as they calmly take the information that my little guy with blue eyes closed lies dying.

Facts lined up.  I can hang up.  I call once more.  A friend a neighbor an EMT.  “Come, Malachi fell from the loft of the old funky house.”  Her kids have played with mine.  She knows the spot. “His neck.  There’s blood.  A lot.”

I start to go back.  Like elastic stretched too tight, I’ve been pulled too far from where I need to be.  I want to snap back, zinging close to white skin touched with freckles and now painted red with blood.  But I stop and race to the bathroom for towels.  Incredibly, I wonder whether I should go get rags or use these pale green beauties less than 3 weeks old. Pagan like, I offer their unsullied perfection to the gods- hoping desecrating them will be sacrifice enough to save his life. The elastic pull of time almost sends me flinging back up the hill to him but he might need water and I wring the faucet knob tight to milk the water fast into a silver thermos.

Then I am up the hill and Quinn, my tall strong  son is there.  Hurrying me up the hill even further.  While I’ve been gone, Malachi has struggled up from where the dark was pulling him.  He won’t stay still upon the rumpled iron poles of rebar lying on the floor.  Kevin, my husband, demands from Quinn and Robin, a friend with us there, a piece of plywood not too small and not too big. And then with one smooth small lift, they transfer him blood, blue jeans and freckles to the wood.  Small son held steady on the plywood bridge between father and older son, while Robin placed strong hands on either side and used his voice to guide.  Up to our car, back seats down and I am there with towels to wedge him in.  “Don’t move.  Keep your neck still.  Stay down.  Are you okay?”

An ambulance will be at least an hour.  We live so far up on the hill.  The dirt roads between here and town make time slow down and that is beautiful when life is good but now, when every second clicks him one bit closer to the darkness swallowing up his light, I want a freeway running to my house.

Then friend, neighbor, EMT… she comes with brace and oxygen and know how– a learned skill that could save his life.  Expertly she does and asks and does some more.  His neck is braced with steady hands.  He doesn’t like it but Robin leans in close and with a Dad voice commands him still.  Another EMT, this one, Matt has children also that play at school with Malachi.  There is comfort of knowing that those sticking needles into tender skin care almost as much as we.

Malachi is still alive.  As Lisa talks him through the moves, “Can you wiggle your fingers?  How about your feet?”  I breathe and sit beside–jealous of her arms holding him gentle still against the body board that has replaced the plywood stretcher.

I don’t know how but he is puking …blood.  Blood is everywhere.  Lisa’s voice keeps going but I hear her fear for him, for me, for us.  He’s dying again.  I know he didn’t die before but to me he did and he is dying again.  And I can’t hold him one more time and watch the sweep of lashes against his cheek because Lisa needs to do what she needs to do and Kevin’s face is against the car window, watching–not able to be as close as I to son and heart and blood.

Somehow I am outside again.  Yelling and Quinn is holding me and then Kevin holds and then I am back inside and gently wiping dark red blood with puke from him.  And then from Lisa’s sleeve and far away but really still inside the car Robin wipes his hands against a sheet that I brought up way too long ago.

Where is the ambulance?

After the blood, Matt and Kevin call the helicopter.  A land based vehicle cannot carry him fast enough to help. We need angels with metal wings.

And then we drive to a place not far but where the medivac can land.  Somehow the ambulance finds us and time collapses in.  I remember neighbors, firemen and EMT’s –my wonderful neighbors who give up nights and weekends to train for this.  And yet still they aren’t enough.  Like all the king’s horses and all the king’s men, they can’t put Malachi together again.

The ambulance from far away has strange but kind men that ask my son questions which he answers from far within.  He isn’t crying but so still and obedient that I can not see the son I know within the shell that belongs to him.

Above, suspended in air, the helicopter hovers, searching within the sea of grass and trees for the group of cars and people willing it to land.

And it does.

Then like warriors, women dressed in black with helmets rush from its taut belly.  The questions start again.  “Can you hold my fingers? tight…squeeze tight.”

And “Are you okay?”

Beneath half-lidded eyes, between teeth barely opened wide enough to let words move, he mumbles and she lifts her eyes to mine seeking translation.

“Not necessarily.” I place the sounds carefully out for her but a grin slips from me. She smiles swift but then returns to work while I roll in my mouth “not necessarily”—relieved that somewhere inside the white skin splotched with blood, Malachi lingers.


The helicopter took him from us to Redding.  Again, a neighbor, Dan Gribi, saved us with an offer to fly us so we didn’t have to drive 5 hours to get there.  Before we left, we got a call from the helicopter crew chief that Malachi wasn’t bleeding internally.

A friend in Redding claimed she was his aunt and sat by his side–some two plus hours until we were there.

Because they had no pediatrics neurosurgeon there in Redding, the doctors then sent Malachi and I on to UC Davis Pediatric Center in Sacramento.  Kevin and “the aunt” drove in her daughter’s car two and a half hours to follow us.

Malachi ended up with a fractured skull, cheekbone and eye socket. But today 4 short days later, all you can see is a few scrapes and a light bruise around the eye— nothing else.

We drove seven plus hours to get home. Today, he played in the sun in our driveway surrounded by flowers.

Thank you to Quinn, my middle son, Robin Fleckless, friend so long, Lisa Gribi, Matt Stark, Dan Gribi, and all the other wonderful Salmon Creek Fire Crew, the ambulance crew,  Diana Totten with her mother and sister–(Aunt) Barbara and Debbie, Calstar medivac helicopter crew, the Mercy Air Crew (especially Randy and Tim—thanks for also rescuing my wallet), the doctors, the nurses, the technicians, my mom, my wonderful friend Debbie Green and her husband, Mark Sanchez, and everyone who called and offered help and support.

My husband took some camera photos.  They might be the last we saw him, he thought. A neighbor added more.

—-Part 2: the Photos———


Taped down to the board with two neck braces. (This one makes me cry)


Ambulance man, Malachi and me seen through the hatchback of my husband’s Scion.


Oxygen and a needle. The above taken by Kevin Church the below by Dan Gribi.


Helicopter landing.


More emergemcy vehicles.


Helicopter EMT describing to those carrying Malachi how to avoid the rotating propellers.


Helicopter EMT directs more closely.DSC_0066

EMT’s and my husband carry Malachi to helicopter.grin


Taken by me May 16, 2009 at a friend’s birthday party…  Six days after his accident.

He’s a miracle.

And the world is beautiful.



  • Mercy Me, Mabel!

    My heart is still racing….
    Happy Mother’s Day, Kym.

  • Happy Mother’s Day to one strong tough Mom!!! <3

  • Thanks for sharing. Your writing is beautiful ! I will forward this to my daughter,to remind my young couple, as soon there be two little ones. Thank you again!

  • That story makes me cry then smile. Happy mothers day.

  • Such a sad story, I’m so happy to hear he survived & he’s OK now. What we go through as parents makes us wonder.
    “Happy Mother’s Day” Kym~

  • What a terrifying story with such a happy ending , I forgot to breathe.

    Happy Mother’s Day indeed!

  • I remember your account of this most terrifying event. I am happy for you to savor the blessed time you have with your son after such a close call. What good family and friends and neighbors and beyond. Blessed mothers day.

  • You are an excellent writer. You wrote a piece a while ago, about your dad, that made me feel like I knew him. It was awesome. Now, with this story, I felt like I was peeking through the car window with your husband. You paint pictures with your words. I’m really sorry you had to go through this. I am very relieved that the little dude made it out ok. Happy Mother’s Day to you.

  • What a beautiful little boy… I think… having trouble seeing through my tears. xoxox

  • Wow, that floored me, I could barely read it because my eyes kept tearing up,
    I had to take a break before I replied because they still are.
    Sometimes, when comes down to the nitty gritty reality of Life
    you find out who your Friends really are and what’s really important.
    Great story Kym, I’m glad it had such a positive outcome.

  • Yikes Kym, that was a real nail-biter. I’m so glad that everything turned out okay . Happy Mothers Day.

  • WOW! If my wife walked in right now, no telling what her reaction wold be. 40 something year old man with tears rolling down his face into his coffee. Damn good story. Glad everything turned out so well.

  • Wow brave boy!!wonderful story for mothers day .life is precious

  • What a very special miracle my friend.The good lord was looking out for your son and family and thank God for all the help from everyone.Truly a special day love and miss you Kym

  • Thank you all for the kind words. Some of them made me teary again.

    My neighbors and the medical professionals were outstanding. Thank you doesn’t cover the big feeling in my heart.

  • Beautiful story Kim. Glad that it turned out well. Proof that life can change in the blink of an eye, makes mother’s day even more bright!

  • I was about to write wow, what a story, but it is much more than that for you and your family– it is everything . . .

  • Kym! I did not know this! A wonderful Mother’s Day it was after all. So glad …………. I love it when we pull together instead of apart. Here’s to the many wonderful, but hopefully less eventful Mother’s Days in your future……All of you. Much love.

  • You never know what life will bring. Love Malachi’s sweater. Happy Moms Day to all you Mothers. Thank You we have no idea of the trials and tribulations you go through. Big shout out to Kevin.

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